I ended up spending my evening last night and all of today with Dez.
We woke up to coffee and laughter.. then got all of our belongings together for the shoot, awoke to more coffee and dixie's smile.. The day started off amazingly.
We started on hair and make up, and shortly after the other two models showed up to set..
after six-seven hours alone my looks were finished. About three looks per model, this could go on forever if we allowed it to.. In all honesty i would not mind still being able to shoot.I have definatly found my nitch and my meaning of life..
im here to help inspire others, im here to show them nothing is impossible, why else would a small town girl like me be given this chance.. Other then to make a difference..life is sweet, let me tell you.. and its really only the beginning.
here i am still at the shoot after 9 hours and i still feel so alive.
when i worked at chaucers after 4 hours of being there i was sooooo drained i couldnt even think to myself.. but that wasnt even the first half of the shift there, if i was to be at chaucers now, my shift wouldnt end until 3AM. shoooot please put me in modeling until 3AM and i will always have a smile on my face until i lay in bed that night, more then likely even wake up with that smile..
Beauty lies within the eyes of the beholder..
But the passion behind that shines so much brighter.
my journey has only started, a long journey to add to that note. You live the life you lead, so live it right and dont settle for anything less then what you know you can live up to.. nothing is impossible, AND the world will never end, only unless you allow it to.. so why cut yourself short?
with all of my past, i will never regret.. my life happend that way for a reason.. to make me as strong as i am right now, so i can handle whats to be set out in front of me, let me be the reason you can look back and say, "oh well it cant be all that bad," think of the positive if one person can do it... then why cant you? why dont you become that change and be the difference every one is looking for?
never question yourself, your more then capable of doing so... so DO IT!..
Well until next time folks.. im going to let dixie have her laptop back.. <3
==gabz 8-24-10==
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